perasaan hampa & gembira bercampur aduk jadi 1 sih ari ni.hampa sih karena selepas 1 minggu, after tellin urself u wont mit him,to get a grip out of it,there is no string attach n mana mungkin dia dan gwe bisa ketemu lagi?so ur feelings got numb n u assume u r ok until today...gwe tgh nungguin jaja &she's late so off i went munching biscuit.tiba2, 2 cowok dtg gwe nggak sangka apa2 tapi sosok cowok yg kedua tu kayaknya seperti gwe kenal deh-kayak NSG..terus gwe perhatiin nya..pantasan itu dia..tangan gwe terus menggeletar(dia hav tat effect),hati jgn cakap ah berdebar & was screaming to my mouth to say sumting..sadly i didnt do anyting..was too dumbfounded to move..gwe nggak tahu mau buat apa..kalau gwe tegur,dia kasar nggak terhadap gwe? atau dia layan gwe? karena terlalu dumbfounded,gwe terus berdiri aja..telefon nya jaja nggak diangkat..i was pacin like a maniac n dis ite guy kip on sorta laughin at mi(i'm not a circus act performin for u, u noe!mind ur own life!) gwe dumbfounded abisan padahal dia ada disana!! apa yg gwe harus buat ialah jalan 5 steps n i'd be there..but coward mi i stood there..brain's screaminng at my legs to move but no...mereka beredar..gwe stood there..IF ONLY I MOVED! IF ONLY! kalau menyesal, sedikit ah..i was coaxin myself after tat..wat if gwe reeli tegur n dia buat gwe kayak pest gitu, pasti malukan! but den again..if only..if only gwe bergerak n bual sama dia..sigh..so gwe admit defeated n terus kunyah e biscuit which i eat to calm myself sigh..up til now i kip on tinkin if only i moved..if only..sigh
