boo!!!!! mommy and brotherS tell me i got no sense of style! and i nid to have one
BOO!!!!!
haha! but kinda true la....i duno how to style myself up.....
coz there is this thing in me tat says: dressing up is not practical coz it hurts and itch..

all the females out there will go ''wat! is she even a girl?"

i'm a girl alright just that i dun see any practicality in dolling myself up..
dun get me wrong ladies! i salute to all who doll theirself up! u gals know what to do with urself wen i dont....
i dun like heels coz they make my legs hurt but i wud oni wear wen there is a car to fetch me thru n fro
i dun wear make up coz sadly 1) i just cant find e right powder for my face that doesnt cause my skin to feel as if something is there
2) there is a fact that they use the female sac as one of the ingredients
3) the tot of sweating puts it off

my body parts aint nice..there are parts that are big that had been kept hiden..hips etc etc

i'm weird aint i...but at least not lame as Mr Lame!

mommy say i nid a grooming class....
i say : I NEED DEE DEE, THE STYLISH GURU!
1/31/2007 04:33:00 PM


it took me 2 FULL years to finally realise this familiar mat (malay terminology of guy) is my neighbour!
let us take into a flashback.....

it all begin with 1st year in skool..dee dee intro us to her 'frens' which happen to include that mat..
the 1st thing tat came to mind was: 'eh!! i've see him somewhere'

so start with the interogations with dee2..she nvr said much..i nvr bother much, half forgetting his face already...

change scene: near my residence
saw a group of mats..wen.."eh? he look so familiar..but where..."
everytime, i thought hard until gave up coz was always distracted with something else..

this eh-he-look-so-familiar thoughts had been stuck with me for 2 years wen suddenly, out of the sudden, while was bz with something
there was juices send to my brain that finally! i saw a connection between the 2 ehs! i had in skool and at home..
the two guys are similar and they came down to one guy...
my neighbour!!!! of four years :X
1/30/2007 07:12:00 AM


it took me 2 FULL years to finally realise this familiar mat (malay terminology of guy) is my neighbour!
let us take into a flashback.....

it all begin with 1st year in skool..dee dee intro us to her 'frens' which happen to include that mat..
the 1st thing tat came to mind was: 'eh!! i've see him somewhere'

so start with the interogations with dee2..she nvr said much..i nvr bother much, half forgetting his face already...

change scene: near my residence
saw a group of mats..wen.."eh? he look so familiar..but where..."
everytime, i thought hard until gave up coz was always distracted with something else..

this eh-he-look-so-familiar thoughts had been stuck with me for 2 years wen suddenly, out of the sudden, while was bz with something
there was juices send to my brain that finally! i saw a connection between the 2 ehs! i had in skool and at home..
the two guys are similar and they came down to one guy...
my neighbour!!!! of four years :X
1/30/2007 07:12:00 AM


AAAAA!!!!!!!!!! THERE'S A NEW SCANDAL IN THE CLASS!!!!!!!!!
could it be? is it true? (with credits of Dee dee)

1/20/2007 12:34:00 PM


trust is an important word and aspects in life. once there's a crack, it will be gone....

someone's creeping back in my little fairy world. suddenly, things start to turn grey...fairies got scared to play in the green garden together with the butterflies..... :(
after these decades long years, he starts calling, showing concern? or is it just pretense? is it just a show for public to see?

suddenly, i want all the things that we call 'incomplete' to remain what it used to be-incomplete
what's the point of being complete when all u feel, u are a paid actor/actress not knowing if the main character was just acting or was purely interested to be back in ur life.....

i wan monday! to forget for a while and be silly with dee dee and muk muk!
1/14/2007 11:01:00 AM


current situation: hectic
current mood: numb
deadline: in hours to come

maybe been through this once, so all u feel is numb wen situation's hectic..
u cant be bothered to scream, venge anger, curse or watever one would do caught in a hectic cum terrible situation...

all u do is breathe, carry ur fingers to the keys, type and amend
waiting to put the last full stop before u could rest ur head

3 is an ideal number for u to work with...
they(who is this they?) say "2's a company, 3's a crowd"
tat 'they' must have bad relationships with people..
3 is ideal for u to take ur sweet time and actually finished the final product with satisfaction, the day before the submission
1/12/2007 12:14:00 AM



1/09/2007 08:16:00 AM


while making myself late for rer, i saw this lady near my residence (ceh!)
looking at her, i got scared..
she was carrying her baby and it strucks me,
i'll one day be a mother and once i have an infant, all the time, wherever i go i cant even leave that infant..add that to the load i hefta carry for it's necessity...aargh!!!!
just the thought of carrying lappie alone everywhere make me cringe!

babies are nice and adorable but to have one, we oughta be REALLY REALLY READY! they are high maintenance without them knowing! -_-
i declare i am a babyphobic!
jaja! we can start a phobic organisation already!
1/08/2007 04:31:00 PM


i am happy tat we all belong to the "we-are-not-stupid-nor-we-are-that-clever"
coz if we are too clever, we feel we are so up there tat we forgot that we need these unso'clever' people to make things work
projects really unrevealed the true colors of these people..
their brain is so good but their heart is as black and evil as an evil witch can be..

they are so up there tat they think it is alright to be rude to a lecturer
"teacher, can faster or not? i want to go home leh" repeatedly
liKE HELLO! ur books wont get bombed or something if u come back home at 5!" -_-"

so in all,
being too clever is not good..it's good tat u are smart..
coz smart people are smart at books and smart at making sure the people around them dont feel so lousy of their own capability....
tat is all i hefta say...
1/04/2007 10:32:00 PM