my werking life's a mess...
3/4 of the time i end up asking myself "what am i doing?"
i know what i am i doing just that wat benefits do i get from doing those??
i wonder how my final report gona be..
*just dont make it thin*

i was posted to a site..a long time ago....
wen i was there, i did as much as improving my typing skills
she dun like i ask qns...
wanting to be free from the people,
i jump onto the chance wen someone needs my help back in the main office
and til now i was there..

so till now i am wondering
"wat i did to my escape, was it wrong?"

i'm not under anyone, i dont report to anyone
i dun have a firm ground
at a point, it spells freedom
but at another point, i end up asking myself a qn which makes work more messy...
in words, it doesnt seem as messy as the whole situation is...
5/22/2007 10:47:00 PM


Sunday was like a sundae ice cream!
yummy n creamy!
ok methaphor suck!

so off we went to celebrate my age bending day
from tat delicous ayam penyet (recommendable!)
to a rooftop that was supposedly reserved for the smokers
hahaha!

kinky stuff they got me -_-

jadi tak emo nya?

Tantes!

a BLAST DAY starting to a new week!

5/21/2007 09:18:00 PM


school never seem so FUN to go to!!!

i WANT TO GO BACK SCHOOOOL!!!!!!!

oh yah, to everyone,
i receve ur message!!
it has been save in my fon
just that i was too touched to reply back ur msgs :P
THANK YOU everyone who did on that day :)
5/19/2007 09:26:00 AM


it seems tat wrong ppl are e ones gotten attracted -_-"
how come it's oblivious wen i am really interested?
how come it doesnt seem obvious when i AM NOT INTERESTED????!!!!!
(i was informed, words i used are very mean)
wen i say no, it means no..not those shy no-means-yes kinda thing!
it's a firm no-with no smiles n giggle
no means no!
irritating..

anyway, blog is under construction..it's not suppose to be like this...
or so wen i previewed it....

i got hearts for my bdae!! hiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!
5/15/2007 10:26:00 PM


i was posted to a site
n boi! was i shock to see e state !
all along, i had been exposed to a better n the supposed way of living in a good estate.
summary: 180 degree of change

wat got me more shocked n irritated is e fact there is a staff who's meaning of a joke is a dry one. Too dry til i hefta cringe instead of smile!
-_-""""""""

since day 1, he'd been saying e lamest joke i've ever heard- add that to the misery i felt at that time for having to depart ways with superisor(S).

on the first day, i told myself "well...maybe i'm feeling abit sad to depart with S. so, normal tat i am irritated by him"

but day 2 and 3, i am still feeling so freakingly irritated by him just opening his mouth!

take a scenario:
there was a bald patch of soil since children illegally played there
him: uh..u think this is Taiwan or Indonesia or Malaysia?
*pointing at the patch*

me:(in pure natural reaction, my face got crapmed)
huh?? duno

is that even a joke? PATHETIC!!!!!

i did try to be abit nice to him once thou
he once opened the gate for e ladies to go in & jokingly said "charge u $10"
so i told myself to be nice n play along
so i said: haha..pay u by paper clips can?

he didnt ans..i shut up not knowing if he gets it or not...
since then i never bother to talk to him..
my days are mentally drained...but weird aint it..
he's e one talking but i am feeling the drain :X
5/08/2007 11:10:00 PM


i nid to get a new skin for bloggie n my other account!

ah...nid to update....

so as u grow a bit 'mature' (i refuse to write e word old here)
i realise, different people like to ask the same qn over n over again....

for example:
wen u were a toddler, one would ask
"wen u grow up what do u wana be?"
and u wud give e same ans to every each of them without realising that it was e same qn someone asked u minutes ago

wen u were just a teenager,
(for girls)
"u got ur period already?" -_-"
(i dono wat they asked for a guy)

wen u were in ur late teens,
"u got a boy/girl friend already?"

wen u are in the twenties,
wen are u getting married?

wen u got married,
"wen are u going to have children"

wen u have a child,
"just stopping at one only?

so the above are the questions that people love asking.....

so i am in e 2nd phase of a teenager...
so this is the same convo i get with ppl

people(ppl): u got a boyfriend already"
me: nope...
ppl: how come?
me: (silently goes, WTH? why is e sky blue then?)
instead, i go: oh! i wana study and get good grades n go to a university!
and maintain world peace!
( smart ans rite!)

ppl: going slow & chage of topic oh...i see....so...wat are u going to do after u finish ur schooling in a semester time?

me: get married.

ppl: too lost for words

me: muahahahaha!!!!


5/06/2007 01:28:00 PM