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HELLO AH PENP & LECTURERS!

WELCOME TO MY BLOG!

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ah! i will be moving site again...

MUST BE POSITIVE THAT THE NEW ESTATE WILL BE BETTER!

TAHAAAAN!!!! 1 MORE MONTH!





gone are the days fighting with the pervert printer that only cooperate when Collegue touches it.

he thought i was playing dumb but i told him wenever he touches it, it would work! when he press the same button as i did, it stupidly work!





something out of working,

i feel abit jaded but i now know what went wrong and why it will never be

karma in a way, a learning point in another

i'm beginning to accept there's more to face and perfect bods

at this point of my life, God had made me realised to like someone because of inner self aka inner beauty and not because he got a good looking face.





picture this:

princess used to adore handsome princes

one day, a prince came to her

he wasnt that charming, he was in a shining armour

BUT he make her laugh and free

butterflies and rainbow and flowers are always there wenever they are together

then

WHAM!!!!!

he say "u are my bestfriend"

DANG!

just wen she tot it was a happily ever after...

she's abit jaded but she learnt something from it....

~the end~





today i laugh! it's been so long that i laugh real hard and i realised i can talk without stammering and thinking too hard what to talk about!

wow! all this activities was left behind 5 months ago!



ah penp wana be banana in pyjamas

Ah penp u B1 and Wang tai Tai can be B2!

me, dee and yuri can be the 3 bears

nana can be the rich rat!
6/29/2007 11:05:00 PM


aaargh!!!!!

if i can, i wana cry now


i'm emotionally attached to this estate..
to make it more hard
a small boi talked to me today
3mins after tat, he told me i am his fren
and he said "u dun leave so fast ok?"


friending with children is so much easier
and leaving them is such a heartache


i'll be back to the main office next mon
i dowana go back
i wana stay here
if i go back, i do nothing and it seemed the wall hav eyes and ears
if i stay here, i do nothing much but i can breathe freely here

attachment is so like a roller coaster
one point u dowana go to a new place
and the next u wished u would stay longer in there
6/28/2007 03:02:00 PM


aaaahhh.....


so my 2 frens have 2 opinions about my post-before the pigeons


the environment that i am studying right now is really
tekan us on the fact that face, image and first impression is EVERYTHING
and other than tat come abit below...
we have courses on how to dress up -which i never bother attending
girls in skool are very enthusias in dressing up
dudes in skool are buffed up-uh...those are the ones that stands out la
summary: everyone is prioritising their image and looks


so wen 3 years there, i totally forgot bout inner beauty
til Jaja said about this...
which makes me realised quite true also
that one special dude that really see right thru us would be the one and Mr/Ms Right
like all plainer than plain janes are having now
like a dialogue in Princess Diaries 1


michael: but why me?
mia thermopolis: because u see me wen i am invisible


see! inner beauty does exist too!

i hope i make sense


SEE MOMA!!! TELEVISION IS EDUCATIONAL!!!
6/28/2007 10:08:00 AM


2 days of having to stand in the MRT made me realised sumthing very amazing!

i am so awed with pigeons now!
u see...
these pigeons are fat n cute..
but wat made me wonder is how can they cling onto the lamp post
wen they are so fat and their feet is so small and thin-barely any flesh????
how come they never fall wen they cling on the edge of the lamp post
wen we humans were to stand on a strong branch will likely to fall?

wat made me wonder more is that they can hop hop on the post without falling!!



wah! God's creation!
6/27/2007 09:05:00 AM


I'm depressed
*depress...depress..depress*


ok super lame!
just tat recently, while doing wat i was paid for-surfing
i realised tat alot of "plainer than plain janes" are hooking up!
i congratulate all of them but there's this twinge feeling
a feeling of "tat kinda face also can hav a bf?!"
i cant help but i really do feel that they lack in the 'face' department
(jaja! i got my bitchiness back!)

but to enlightened oneself, i look at their dudes..
no wonder they are together...




to all who read this! it aint meant for u!
coz the plainer-than-plain-janes 'friends' wouldnt be able to read this...
hah!

6/23/2007 01:14:00 PM


ah...i had lunchie with gf..
sad to say..it seems my future so bleak and uncertain..
wat a sad thing to say wen i'm suppose to have a good future bcoz of the
cert tat i am gona get from my 3 years of studying...

i cant even take up the easiest occupation!

here are the list of the 'common' occupations one wud have which i cant be:
1) Property Manager
I cant even manage my room properly and i tend to panic


2) Housewife
I DUN EVEN NOE HOW TO COOK! already managing a small roon is a headache..how to manage a bigger one!


3) Doctor
i can never be one i noe


4) teacher
i dowana have e same future as sumone...she might accuse me of ambition-stealer! muahahaha!!


5) Lawyer
i have enuf of one semester memorising case study after case study


6) Businesswoman
being one of e expenxive city, i try to steer business off...

summary: i will led GOd decide wat my life gona be la...
after all, all this while it is HIM who lead my life til now...
6/22/2007 10:24:00 AM


ahhh....i think i look like an open book...
wenever i bumped into a stranger,
wen they look at me at me in a glance, they'll start pouring their life..
mommy say i like to entertain people wen i'm not suppose to!

but it's really nice..
like one taxi guy,
after appologising profusely for blasting the speaker
it was Akon song-i will always remember him wenvr i heard it
(i said it's ok but he kept saying soryanyway)
he start to pour why he was a taxi driver and all
i hefta shut my 'kepo' instinct from asking too many questions
i gave suggestions wat can be done to inc his earnings like to e hospital which got alot of potential passengers
before i got off...
i wish him all the best la...


ouh on another situation,
puppy-eyes boy ^-^ also starts pouring to me wen were on the way home...
aiseh! if i were to be a psychologists, i wan my patients to be like puppy eyes boy or better! hahahah!


i think i can be a psychologist...
but a passive one..
those tat listens and go "so how do u feel about it?"
ah!!! i got my future! woohoo!!!
6/21/2007 11:26:00 AM


I WENT TO THE DOC!!!!
haaa!!!!
and i got my 1st MC!!
cool!
e horrible part is she did poke sumthing in my body part...
remind me of sumthing very 'adult'
*yuck*
BUT BUT BUT!!!!
the good part is she gave me flavoured medicine..liquid! no tablets!
yeeah!!!!!
oh well...she did gave good advise which i can guessed even before she finished her sentences! i think i will become a doc!
"u must take plenty of fibre, drink lots of water and exercise regularly"
pfuit...like everyone duno tat..
but it's a good advise..


gona paint my nails now...
tata!


ouh dee...uh..can u gif me ur link pls...
the link mysteriously disappear...not MY FAULT!!!!
6/20/2007 04:07:00 PM


ok..i'll put aside all afraidness,scaredness(sucha word? :P)
i will go to a doc..
and i pray to God, the doc wont poke anything in or out from my body...
just touch, analysed and lastly, give me flavoured medicine :)

i think i made alot of sins..
i hurt, i stabbed-literally

scared...takot..kecot...

TATA!
6/19/2007 11:45:00 AM


aduh!!!!!!!!

i am uber bored!
but i musnt complain
since i'm underpaid-lower than e fast food chains by a few cents
so i must make full use of e 'borednes'


say, how to differentiate between mere infatuation and real attraction?


tat aside,
Sumthing’s crummy in my body, I’m admitting tat I am afraid, and I REFUSED to go to the doc
It’s scary..had an experienced with the backbone doc
Our intention was to check but wen Ms Doc say, I will have a hard time wen times of pregnancy,
I RULED out: doctors are like scary movies-u nvr noe wen they gona sprang u (with all the scary infos)

haaaa!!!!!!!!!!
6/18/2007 11:16:00 AM


aaaaaah.....

i nid an update so tadaaaaaa!!!!!!

ouh ouh
2 MORE MONTHS AND IT"LL BE OVER!!!!
WOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!

i console myself by making it seem as thou i'm starting all over again-like putting myself in the shoes of those ITP-ians..so it'll past like WUSH!!!!
2 more months=7 weeks or so left!!! woohoo!!!!

too all who complain skool's a bore,
u are wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wait til u got in the working world
horrible!!
hey, u're reading this from a complain queen(hor uncle)...so really, skool better la!

anyway, i sort to my last resort to ask if wana watch shrek, for the many2 times, my last resort said No... so sad...ok lame! hahahahaha
(if only u say YES! grrrr!!!! )

people around me are getting hitched...wah!!!!!
i seen my collegue's marriage photos, makes me wana get married-uh...oni e part where they posed here n there with the beauty sceneries and fairy tale gowns....

i'm love(d) at my place...they call me sweetheart(wah! a first ppl call me that) and sayang!
(note: these ppl are the oni ones entitled to call me those since they duno my name hahaha)
after 4 months, i just realised that senior citizen man who walk here and there-i shall put it- is the CEO of the company! heh!

hey i typed alot! cool!!!
6/13/2007 08:52:00 PM