they( i duno who)

say u can express thru music

so tadaa! this describes me life. patience!

8/30/2007 08:56:00 PM


OOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
today me wear a dress add that to a tad of vintage touch!
weeheeee!!!!
oni collegues complain wat's with the jeans underneath it?!

my uniformed reply:
tat's coz i have the intentions to go site
climb here n there with naked legs underneath is
very uh..obscene...ah peks n all get the gist...


in the end i nvr went to site
but i got my sorta vitage dress on!
weeeheeee!!!
8/28/2007 11:11:00 PM


all of a sudden,
life took a real change

wat a selfish unnecessarily depressed i hav been
i guess,
a good wake up call for those who are depressed and sad,


there are someone who are more troubled than us
till wen we compare, ours is so minor compare to others


someone passed away while battling
his sickness which he kept as a secret
that no one noes-not even his own mom n brothers
someone who seem so fine
but just one day,
he is gone


i duno how to place in words
but death is really scary
i dun wish to die
not at this stage where i am so bad

i dun wish to live too long either
wat good wud it be if u live 100 yrs old
wen u are a crippled tat u nid ppl to help u.
8/27/2007 11:16:00 PM


woohooo!!!

my pay n i bot a lovely shades
nothing coud be better
retail is therepeautic

plus accompanied by a hot hunk stranger on the journey
makes it a A plus plus day


i realised, the more we brood over the sadness
the more we missed on life
n everyone around u


so if u had been jaded,
it is not the end of life

really! i dun mean to place it in a plain n direct way
but it is just is!


i realised it only today :)
i got horrible frens thou they are horribly right
i got my naggy parents who i missed their nags wen they dun
if u opened ur heart n eyes, in a way
u can see that there are more n better man/ladies out there

just now was a good example
i leaned against a stranger
who is a swimmer
heh...
swimmer cum tanned cum tall cum pierce on the ear cum nice hair cum smart student type
waaaaa

so yah! dun be sad n brool over
it is after all over :)
8/27/2007 12:06:00 AM

auntie dawn make my friday a happy day!

from soursops waiter to dresses to:

AN ICE CREAM A DAY, MAKES ALL THE WOOS GO AWAY!

my collegue turn friend!

will miss u NOT!!!!

ouh ouh! try tis thing!

chewy sticky marshmellow+caramel+pie+some sauce

heavenly!!!

THANK YOU DAWN!!! :)

for everything :)

8/25/2007 11:31:00 PM


my horrible fren ask me to get a distracter to distract
no! i SHALL N WILL NOT!


there wont be any sincerity
he will feel horible wen he noes the main
reason i go out with him
i had put myself in his shoes
wat if I AM HIM?


already bad enuf tat sumone broke hearts
i dowana be like him

dee n sal! u see my reasons now!
8/24/2007 11:34:00 PM


as people are running thru n fro behind me,
here I am slacking away with no work to do.


But must! Once they know the contract scope of work doesn’t tally
with MY scope of work, I can sense loadwork
gona be as high as the everest..
Exaggerating hah!
People are feeding me with dark choco
with their high percentage of cocoa in it.
Horrible thing.
Now there’s reactions to my face.
Itched like crazy..I WANA SUE THAT COMPANY.


Thinking of suing, wen I was at puberty age, imagine the money I can make.
From the well-established products to the ‘underground’ brands product, nothing works
Dang! Imagine I will be the next richie-rich! Weeeheee
8/24/2007 05:38:00 PM


ok just a last emo entry before i close a chapter in life
darn..moving on isnt easy


people can even tell in msn eventhou i hav tonnes of !!!! around every convo


so i borrowed 2 books
waaaaa...library seems so long ago


stupid books
didnt work
worse!
i was back at where i started
only worst
see! i think library hate me hahahaa



making new contacts/'frens' seems like a chore
why does that unexpected some
came into me
make me feel so carefree
then WHAM!!!!!!
he robbed away Me


watever! stand up strong!
be a woman i shall be!
8/19/2007 01:52:00 AM

I WAN MUFFIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i crave!!!!!
the chocolates aaaah
any recomendations?

i got mrs fields, famous amos as suggestions


where could i get the abit cripy top,
soft and moist in the inside
chocolate sweetly melted inside the dough
wen u are eating it,
it is a mixture of the dough+the melted chocolate filled in the mouth
heavenly


been looking!
found one but not the right one
like finding mr right like tat
hahaha!

8/18/2007 05:30:00 PM


i got irritated by a fren -_-


me: why? wat happen? werent u guys ok 2 days ago?
she: he la! promise to quit smoking but until now still like tat
me: -__-


IN MY OPINION,
i honestly think girls with this perspective is abit irritating and selfish.
so he smokes, it's his frigging problem he wana smoke la
wat's the diff? when he quit smoking, he'll divert his attention to u?
n i cant help but think this kinda girlfrens would wan to portray
the underlaying victory at least to herself that
"hey! I AM THE ONE who make him quit"
besides the fact that smoking is bad blah blah blah


so he smokes.
using his iniatives, he smokes way b4 he mit u
so in my perspective,
if he wans to quit,
he can jolly well use back his OWN initiative
he can think for himself
to quit on his own
he/we knows the facts


so, dun let this preppy things make a relationship turn sour
it will be done if it is to be done
n quitting is not easy wat
i noe. i seen. i done.


lighten up! n
psssst...wen he smokes, dun u find him abit hot and manly?
just a tinge? :)
8/17/2007 10:36:00 PM


today's like a roller coaster ride..


before presentation:
i cant sleep..butterflies in tummy
i even rehearsed!!!
can say for future sake la..

middle of presentation:
lecturers never pay attention
I LIKE IT!
so i read from the slides..
quickly!!! so they dun stumble on anything and ask!
phew!!
one lecturer ask me a question which the other lecturer reply
hahahaha!


post presentation:
ATTACHMENT OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!
and i am too free
like other 'working people' ceh
in their time off,
i doze off..
ZzZzzzzzzzzz......
8/15/2007 06:33:00 PM


besties are telling me to forget
"delete the no! delete the no!" they chant


and so i did


but wen i did just that,
it make me realised
the number was deleted
but him..
he can never be deleted
he will be a part in my life as a past
i cant run away

but thanks besties :)


so the number was restored again
only this time,
Name: Heartbreaker
Save? yes
8/14/2007 09:00:00 PM


WEEEE! someone just became our girlfren!
welcome to the clique!
u-noe-who-u-are


my vow was broken wen i was distracted with heavy infos bout reb-ians
who have issues with ourselves
seriously!
we are pretty and handsomes in our own way
really!!!
i became cleverer today when i came out with this sudden phrase
"we are created with being pretty and handsome..the eyes sees what it wants to see..and not the depth of it"


*ponder*
who think they 'cant make it'?
coz seriously we can..
oni it depends on how much u dare to lower down ur ego...
yes! reb-ians have problems with egos
both the guys and the gals


yes guy fren! i solve ur issue! weeeeee
now i am left with my own issue
who wana solve mine???
8/14/2007 01:12:00 AM


...when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change


snippets of that song got got me knock hard in the head
foolish...


i hate best friends now
they know they are right


i thought he can change??!
and that, when we know each other???


foolish fool.
8/11/2007 10:24:00 PM


this entry is dedicated to BESTIE!

and to you who had heard ramblings from urs truely!

I LOVE U all!
uhh...after my tv tat is...


so after more than a week of turmoil
(omg! why am i starting to use good english only after the report!)
ok back!


so after a week of turmoil,
besties gave me a good realisation
that i was snapped back to reality

there isnt any problems at all
wat went wrong was
moments that were supposed to be the most wonderful
feeling u can get were overlook!


wen reflections were made on ownself, instead, they were replaced with expectations that seemed abit ridiculous
(omg! i even hav expectations now??!)

thank u for putting my brain in the right track...


yes...bad fatty me...


n how come good english words and expectations seems so natural only after the report!

weeeeee!!!!
i'm sure things will work out k!
u must tahan bestie!

a quote from cinderella
"no matter how ur heart is bleeding, but if u keep on believing,
the dream that u wish, will come trueeeeee"
8/08/2007 11:33:00 PM


fatty me is baack

i'm sure ah penp is laughing his head off
(ouh! fyi, he reads our blog)


so so so


ouh! a lot of links nid to be updated
i'll update wen the mood comes :


i'll get my hands on my skinnies soon!

waaaaa!!!! attachment status gona be over by this friday
after tat! i'm gona get my first cpf!!!!
waaaaaaaaaa


i cant refrain myself from cutting down on food.
i tried not eating rice
but the thought of the rice seem so overwhelming
tat i end up eating
SHIOK!!!
and guiltily sleep after tat
well....i outwit myself an hour before bedtime!


mommy say supper..
yeah..if i continuously keep this up,
my poor skinnies..
i end up a stuffed sausage
hahahahahahah!
n oso, 2 people told me e same thing
"if u hungry, just eat la! wat for restrict urself"
yay!! this is wat i call true friends!
encourage the discourage!
hahahahahhaha!
8/07/2007 11:10:00 PM


i've overspent
dang!
aiyoh! while stil at weights issues,


after i left sec yrs, this is my first time i am measuring it
i am FAT!
bestie will go waaat??!


for me, i am fat! now!


wen i'm happy, i eat
wen i'm stress/sad, i eat


for tat, i am broke
wen i just got my pay


i guess, wen u are happy, u feel so sweet and light
that u hefta eat sweets and chocs all the time
(i did tat)


wen u are sad/stress, ur brain goes
"i nid to eat! i wana eat this i wana eat that!"
(i am doing just that)


anw, watch cinderella! finally! that nincompoop's promise never came..

at a scene, cinderella too disappear..wen the clock strikes midnight..
the duke say so
"she just disappear"
mine isnt a cinderella
but he just disappear


ok! fatty fatty me....
i nid to rebudget....dang!
i hate that...
even MY money nids to have restrictions!!
8/06/2007 11:03:00 PM


ok! just a teeny weeny last entry before i end this


i read a book n i didnt know the meaning would bring any impact til now
ok-i didnt read the book..dee2 shove the book to the last page for me


the gist of it goes,
to be attracted to someone, it is easy and thrilling,
to own them, it is another thing altogether


i used to think it was a lame and stupid phrase
until wen it hit me..


heartbreaker, u won


if only u knew ...


i cant bring myself to say goodbye
8/05/2007 12:53:00 PM


i got a good advice from my personal psychologist
who never tags wen he read -_-"


gone is really gone now....
"so i just hang around and find something to do to get my mind off missing u n i noe in my heart, u can say that u dun love me too..."

"now tat we are apart, am i still in ur heart?"


i am such a foolish child

but i shall not rain my eyes
for all i noe, he is enjoying every bit of it....


foolish fool



my pencil's gone too...
dee n yuri sure celebrate with joy huh
tat saliva.....
ah....i almost melted with joy wen daging bit it
and i didnt wash the pencil til it was gone
8/05/2007 01:15:00 AM


i soared my wings (trying to be metaphoric)
gave myself a break from hearing the song 'gone'
and went out with mr someone else


aiyoh....my bestie....
i hate to admit it but u are right
i am gone. period.


it is difficult..
very hard....


wen we were in a place, i cant help it
but how i wish i can laugh-NATURALLY-
like wen he utter every of the words from his mouth.
oni this time i wasnt..
i laugh but for the sake of having to make e situation lighter


nostalgias of our small little talks
came back wen i was eating with mr someone else...

we parted and i never bother to look back.
like e one in the tv...

i nid to read a book..
pronto...my spelling is terrible...
8/03/2007 09:19:00 PM


as hard as it is,
how much i dowana move an inch,
i had to force myself to move on
sob sob sob...


i take it, history repeats itself
yes! if i were to take law again (NEVER!), i will be marked down
i made an assumption.
but i got the message..
i think...

i can hear the words that mr dugong used..
oni it came from someone else
"u're just too good for me"
he hasnt said it but i assumed and i think i am rite.
how sad wen i tot i was no longer in my cocoon..
oh well...


ironic isnt it...
that ONE person can make u laugh and smile so hard
and at the same time,
that ONE person can robbed that smile and laughter at once...


i am not making sense i think....
2 am in the morning...
sure tmr at office i am a blur squid.
watever
8/02/2007 01:22:00 AM