felt really lousy today
as the day goes by, it seemed everyone's picking on me
well, tat's how i felt


how come, out of the 4 people,
i was always picked by the superior on quering my resident block
all the time? it sucked.



and why is it, i can manage to get all of the contractors
excuses when it turned out i was lied to most of the time?


someone dear told me
"bcoz u are a freshie and new. everyone know they can just push u"


i find it rude, but how do i say it?
with my mouth who only know how to chew food.
other than tat, it remains quiet.



and why is it, that stupid man
thinks he can touched my ribbon???
(he wana do the ribbon to my dress. wtf sia.)
he can pinch all the other girls thighs
with the girls gleeing in pleasure
but with me,
my clause wud be"i'm not into oldies like sY******h. go fuck ur wife better"


haiz, and why cant i be firm enuf?
angry enuf?
to get myself heard?


sometimes, i hate me.
7/15/2008 08:47:00 PM