i stumbled onto someone i treated real bady back in sec skool
and it was a surprise to know that he wasnt as sissy as i tot he was
how i had treated him bad back then...


during this puberty stage of mine, i was massively concious
what with the pimples jotting from everyside...very ugly...
and to my surprise, he seemed ok with my shabby outlook
and we talked without the urge for me to run away


i guess its the puberty but i felt contented that
someone i noe talk and not pretend to not recognise me
it was nice for a change
and how shallow i was back then


i felt a tinge of jealousy for his current gf
he's actually a nice guy
and how cruel was i to not cherish his sincerity back then
but past is past yadidadida....



and something he said
made me feel guilty.
kesian dia.
haiz...sorry seemed to be the hardest word
2/03/2009 07:57:00 PM