my life is on the crossroad where there's 2 choices
to study or to work


i want to go to this local skool
but u see, with ur results, u feel so small
can u even make it???
with the seating caps so lil
their GPA demand is a MINIMUM of 3.3 and 3.4!
u got the A lvls stdns, smart poly stndts, NS men and the old ppl who wana study
WHATS LEFT OF U????!!!!!


really hurt my head.


if u want it so much and u found out
u cant cope with the flow in the middle of the road
isnt that scary??!
shouldnt u just stick to the initial plan to not even opt for skool


and if u join a 4th rank skool and u come out to work
will companies willing to accept ur cert???!!!!
i mean already grads are unemployed in this recession period
should i sacrifice wat i have now??!!!


thats a few of my concern
i'm thinking of the future's future


however, i've seen ppl actually thriving in the industry with the
help of her locally recognised diploma
the word local put a great emphasis how
conservative companies are
if u are the same citizen as me, u'll understand


but after worrying for 3 days till the poor head thuds,
i decide to turn to Allah and seek His guidance
whatever is brought upon me,
it'll be the best
and i accept that


somehow...
slowly, the pain fades away


now back to essay.
2/17/2009 11:23:00 PM