for these few posts, i guess i will be yakking btwn studies and working
coz i am contemplating every of the steps i took


one minute, i was so sure to further the study
i saw all the courses and go woah! i can do this
but in the other, working seemed sucha good decision


how can i not? skool mostly offers courses which to me is so drrrryy
u have letter writting, professional etiquette & case studies
which is so theoritical that i wana scream TOO DRRRRYYY!!!!!
i sucked at theory big time!!!!!


then go for a more 'lively' course u say
those courses are off limits thanks to my average grade


but if u ask me if i ever regret not studying so hard back then?
after thinking for days,
i concluded i dont regret
coz if i were to be geek smart (like smarty yuri)and uni still doesnt accept me
it wil make me feel like a total failure & i mite end up poking/throwing sheeps
at my lecturers in facebook
(dun wori, the idea of stabbing is just to gory for me)


so all my peers who just graduated, we are all stuck on the crossroad
and for once, we noe wat we want,
just that wat we want doesnt want us :(
3/08/2009 10:44:00 PM