a closing end.

i bid farewell to coffer baby.

coz all e guys at work coax with me with nice encouragements
things like:

u still be alive if u dun have tat bag rite?
with tat much, u can get so many bags n change as u like it.
if u get this, u are oni sticking to one n its not like everyday u gona use!

things like tat make me ponder deep.
so i guess, its time to bid farewell to u baggie. i love u too much but
things wont work btwn us.
i tried! i really do! i even wana book a plane to KL juz to get u
but somehow fate has other means to our lives.
i'm sure u gona have a perfect owner who will love ur every fibre.
more than wat i wud if i ever get u.

but my love for u wont stop. u are by far, my
1st love. i will look out to u at the usual window pane.
so pls dun hate me.
everything will work out as e time passes by.
n if fate decides to reunite us again in the later years,
we are really meant for each other.
but for now, we let ourselves go.
n i still hearts u no matter wat.

like krisdayanti song goes
"so thank u so much. i'm sorry. goodbye"
2/26/2010 11:53:00 PM


confession of an atasan kid? who..me?

some people say i like to spend so much money
to the extend that they tink, i live so atasan-ly.

1st of all, i want to say "wah!! thankiew la! u praise me like this!"
but 2ndly, i not an atasan person.

lemme tell u my childhood story.
wen i was younger, i was poor.
i depend on my father for cash n e amt he gave is enuf
for recess. $1/day.

with tat kinda amt, i dont go to shopping coz mommy say
if u got no money, dun go n see2. paiseh lei. i agree with mommy.

my frens all super rich. branded clothes and school bags, eating out everyday-they got sponsors by their rich parents or older siblings.

so wen we go out, i usually stay out of shops while they go in and gushes
over anything nice. i tink, to their eyes, i was a boring person.
why go out wen all i do is stand outside?

even in poly, i wear basic tees until e color faded liao.
no WAH! WAH! clothes. my bag was mickey mouse n a cartoon-ed bag.
no such thing as shopping or indulging juz yet.

instead of whinning,
i got my parents to thank coz they kept me grounded to simplicity until now :)

so wen i started working, of coz kah-ching! starts to roll in.
i started shopping for cheap but nice clothes. tts e whole purpose of shopping!

i tried holidaying with frens.

all of which are entirely of my own expense.

this is why i love my single life. spending is a hobby n there's no one to go
"dear2, u better save money la! kip on spend n spend!"
-.-"

but right now, its funny lei,
my rich frens who got sponsors by their family,
they are saying we arent sama sama anymore
coz they feel i lead an expensive life.
while they cannot afford to kip up.
not true lor.
those who tink so, got personality complex.
why do u hefta feel like tat? why feel so low of urself?

watever status u are in, i treat u all same same.
wen i wana mit, the one i really wana see is my friends,
sure la! wat they wear, compliments their style but
i am not gg out with a Gucci or Bebe boutique mah!
so dun feel like i up there n u down there la!

haiyoh! we are still young n if u are having this
complexity rite now, good luck to ur life journey.
it wont be easy coz u starts to feel inferior to everyone u met.

peace.
2/25/2010 10:31:00 PM


i feel like i nid to update my post.

i got one seriously mad resident.
he got split personality wan.
with me, he say he is a psychologist(doctor ok!) for senile people at a hospital & a policeman AT THE SAME TIME!
he suffers frm brain tumor, heart attack, thyroid &
buasir(i forgot eng say wat)

with my collegue, he say he's a doctor at KKH and he's a plumber n a handyman.

with so many things happening around his life, he got alot of time to
complain his grandmother stories to me.

his issue: nurul, can u please help me. i wan u to change the color of the
electrical box outside my house coz e one u change to grey, its not e same as other place. i scared got gangsters wana hurt my 70 n 76 yrs old parents.
what if i am not at home? who will take care of my old parents who are so helpless..nurul...can u please help me to change?

me: its good enuf i wana change for u. grey color is e latest box so i cant change back to existing color...

he: BUT WHAT IF THE GANGSTER CAN FIND ME?? IN THIS WHOLE FLAT, THEY WILL NOE ITS ME! COZ I AM E ONI ONE WITH GREY COLOR BOX. THEY WIll target my 76 n 70 yrs old parents n who will be responsible with that?? nurul pls halp (help) me! i dowan the gangster to noe my ouse (house)

this is wat he really said.
if he can nag about his life non-stop for 1h without pausing for a breathe,
surely, not even gangster but normal ppl, wud wana beat him to pulp.

in the end, poor electrician, he went to kapok one frm some old estate
and replace e grey one to yellow.

then, surprisingly, juz now he write in.
he said "i'm going for a surgery. aftr this, pls take care of my parents."

woah! we had become child, i mean, parent care centre.

but since he is abit uh..unstable, we juz laugh. he he he...
very dry...
2/23/2010 11:28:00 PM


KL trip was a blast this time.
i savoured(uh more like gorged) down on food
pretzel, subway ooo...lovely...

then, i was fascinated by my own mother tongue.
they use things like 'pekan' 'borak' 'elok'
those i oni use in sec skool..
n their sentence structure, fuuh! perfect malay in every sentence!

then we went to the market n i get to see how they cut sting ray.
fishmonger cut the head open n i can see the insides.
turns out, the meatier flesh is at the sides.
the tail so long. woah! like bio class!


then...my bro n i was sadistic bunch of people.

see e cute boy in hiding n the over turned turtle?
tats his fav toy.
we stuffed tat thing behind his back. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!
U SHD SEE HIS REACTION!!!
aftr which,my bro trick him pretending he wana remove e turtle
but he pushed e turtle upwards so e turtle head can be seen!
HE LOOK IN PAIN BUT WE 3 WERE ROFL!!!
he got used to it so he continue running
then e turtle drop so we can now see e turtle's leg above baby's butt
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! ENTERTAINING!!!

then....i gota mit my 1st love.
she was so lovely. standing there pretty & smiling.
i was SO close to it.
i went in with my family to introduce her to them.
i touched it. carry it. it was pure love.
my family finally understood my obsession with her.
but! like restricted love where the future parents in law doest approve
of our relationship, the only thing standing between us now
is a piece of plastic called Masters/Visa and the price tag.

anyways, here's a family portrait. :D


it take roughly A LOT OF TIME to get them all settle down
to snap a picture. hehe
2/16/2010 07:50:00 PM


woah! so long no updates!
tats coz i'm tinking of way to inc my $$ (like real)

speaking of $$, i rmbr i tok to ah pek about this.
how its hard to buy the bling bling & the bags..my heart still cry for u..

so i got a smart idea!
i wana bcome mayor :)
coz its related to wat i'm doing AND!!! the pay woohoo! so shiok!

my promise to them:
i promise u all, a better estate to live in!

ei! this mite sound so simple n common BUT!
woman with few words sound so intelligent!
sumore, like superstar, u hefta give them clue to make ur fans excited!
then u cannot tell ur plans yet wat, later ur enemy will think better than u...

so ppl will start to think "wah! i wonder wat she gona do?!!"
"woah! better like better than b4 la!" or "ho sei ah! she speak so little, sure got surprise wan ah!"

if ppl like me n i win, then i will tell them my secret plans. he he he...
my plans:
i make small kimchi plantation-this one for bored ah ma n ah pek
we cant leave them coz no one will look after us

those who say bad things to me b4, i take their house away. muahahahah!

complain kings n queens if they say my place dirty, i give them e broom n mop and ask them to demonstrate.

work timing: 10am-530pm. every tues, wed, thurs, sun
see! i giv fri n sat off for enjoy!

these are so far i can think off.

but after looking at my plans, no wonder i cannot b mp coz
ppl with bad motives and very sadistic towards their work, cannot go far wan.
sound intelligent n true hor!


ok...so now i'm back to being normal again...
2/03/2010 10:13:00 PM